checking email just now.. little bit shocked.. my mybrain application has been rejected...
erm.... tataw nk kate ape.. sedih ke... marah ke... stress ke... tataw.. 
i'll try to apply again one more time really need that.. kalau tak,, terpaksa stop buat sementara... 
ya allah... aku taw kau tak uji kalau aku tak mampu hadapi..  cuma aku minta... permudahkan lah.. aku nk sempurnakan impian dan harapan mak.. nk dia gembira...