jumaat lepas, 16th may, aq ade interview kat one of FM company,, which is one of targeted company la...
based on interviewee punye comment, i already passed,, just wait for another interview,, which will be attend by his boss.. but tataw la bile... tunggu je la...
sepanjang berada di KL, aq stay kat rumah sahabat nie...
dpt la tgk tempat kerja dy.. hehe...
while at her house, something happen... in front of my eyes,,, which makes me thinking,, wondering
mcm mane nk explain ye? sesuatu yg btl2 buat aq berfikir,, ape itu erti kasih sayang.. ikatan utuh sebuah keluarga
oh my Allah... aq blm start menaip seterusnye,, air mata dah mcm hujan da nie...
erm... let me share something about my friend.. yg aq tumpang rumah ni la...
she was born in a... boleh dikatakan family yg serba kekurangan la..
** maafkan aq sahabat.. kalau bahasa yg aq guna ni agak tak sesuai **
kenapa aq kate mcm tu? sbb both parents dy OKU... her mom was blind and her dad,, pandangan dy kurang jelas...
first time jumpa parents dy,, sumpah.. aq kagum gila... dgn keadaan mereka yg mcm tu,, mereka mampu mmbesarkan anak2 mereka,,, bijak2 belaka.. mmber aq ni engineer aero.. adek dy student UTM...
beb,, bkn senang nk besarkan anak dlm keadaan mcm tu..
subhanallah.. aq kagum sgt2..
dalam keadaan mereka mcm tu,, satu benda yg diorang terapkan dlm diri... kasih sayang,,
wallahi,, tgk diorang,, aq rase mcm nk blk kmpg je.. peluk adek2...
mase nk blk,, mmber aq ni antar kat TBS,, but before tu,, tlg parents dy... dy kate,, mmg weekend,, parents dy rajin gi somewhere,, aq tak ingat kat mana..
masa tgh prepare,, tu la.. time tu, mmber aq ni gi toilet,, pastu mak ngan ayah dy pon ngah siap2
something yg ayah dia buat...and aq terpandang... ya Allah,,, sweet giller
ayah dy seletkan minyak wangi kat mak dy... Allah... aq rase mcm nk nangis,,,
sweet sgt3... deep in my heart,, aq kate "dear,, u should proud of your family,, your parents,, your dad.. how sweet he is... towards u, ur mom,,"..
mase tu,, aq terbayang,, kalau lah aq berada di situasi tu,,,
erm... aq hanya mampu doa yg terbaik...
selagi aq blm mati,, harapan tu masih ada kan?
selalu je aq tanye,, bile peluang tu nak ade? bile peluang tu nk dtg? bile?
rumet selalu kate,, doa yg terbaik... aq manusia biasa,, terkadang,, putus asa tu selalu ade...
allah... kadang2 aq mmg tak tertanggung rindu.. sakit.. semua ada..
ade yg kate.. sekurang2nye,, dy masih hidup,, cuba bayangkan yg dah x de tu? mcm mane?
btl... mmg btl.. sekurang2nye dy masih ada... harapan masih ada...
memang btl..tp pade aq.. serupa mcm.....
ntah la... nk kate lebih.. dy darah daging aq..
darah dlm bdn aq nie,, asal dri dy... keturunan dy...
allah... acap kali aq dgr org cerita... " bapak aq mcm ni.. bapak aq macam tu"
"dy sgt2 take care pasal kami..." "dy pesan tu" "dy pesan nie"...
kalau kat office,, suprior aq,, selalu call anak dy,, tanye khabar,, itu ini,,
team mate aq.. cerita pasal anak.. plan nk raya ngan anak2...
kadang2 tu rase mcm nak jerit je.. "weyh!! agak2 lah.. taw la syg anak!!"
u choose either one 1. keep him in ur dua. pray the best that Allah nkows for ur family 2. i pray that u have the strength to reconcile. whatever it is, the love u towards him beyond everything, the same love that he have for u, inshaAllah that cause u to be here.born out of His mercy and your father love. i dont really have an idea on the exact situation u face right now, its hard and obviously it makes u so so sad.
but what best is that, u can give him a gift, call him once in a while, show that u love him, regardless of everything that had happen. sometimes when the u face some issue and u shower the issue with patience and Love and appreciation.
it means a lot, it will touch their hearts, if not for that seconds, maybe for the next hour, maybe for the next day. next month, but it surely does touch his heart. soon or later.
lots of love. and wallahi, we do love u. inshaAllah.
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u choose either one
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2. i pray that u have the strength to reconcile. whatever it is, the love u towards him beyond everything, the same love that he have for u, inshaAllah that cause u to be here.born out of His mercy and your father love. i dont really have an idea on the exact situation u face right now, its hard and obviously it makes u so so sad.
but what best is that, u can give him a gift, call him once in a while, show that u love him, regardless of everything that had happen. sometimes when the u face some issue and u shower the issue with patience and Love and appreciation.
it means a lot, it will touch their hearts, if not for that seconds, maybe for the next hour, maybe for the next day. next month, but it surely does touch his heart. soon or later.
lots of love. and wallahi, we do love u. inshaAllah.