mr.emptiness
December 24, 2011mr.emptiness always knocking my heart
ask me whether he can stay there or not
and i frequently said to him
"no mr.emptiness...u can't stay here...my heart was already full..with joy and happiness..no empty space left for you.."
then...he left me...for awhile..i guess
and as i thought...he came again..into my heart
asking me the same question
"can i stay here miss?? seems like there was an empty space left.. i guess i'll fill better if u let me in.. u won't disappointing me anymore right??"
i said..."no mr.emptiness..no empty space left..full...leave me"
he laugh at me..he said "u are a good actress miss..i salute..but u can't lie me..i know u..very well.."
i ask him "who are me??"
he asked me back.. "u want me to tell u who u are?? the real u??"
me....silence...
"u always acting strong..acting happy...smile..laugh...pretend u didn't have any problem..everything goes right,,no wrong...in front of all...but...." he stop...
"but what??" i asking him
"but........in fact, u're not..u lie...." he said
"u can lie to all...but not with this one..your heart.." he continue
me...silence..again...but then.. "who are u..the real u.....mr.emptiness?u know about me..my life.." i ask..
"me??u wanna know me??" he always asking me back...
me...just silence and nodding my head..
"me...or this mr.emptiness...is u..u.. yourself..miss..."
me...shocked..silence..thinking...so long...keep thinking...and thinking....
lastly...
"dear mr.emptiness..erm...u...can stay...but please..do not bring any harm to ur new home..my heart..can u??"
"no worries my dearest miss..i will...in fact..i'll move out if u want.. ^_^"....he replied
"thanx..u may stay there mr.emptiness.."
"thanx back miss"
nota kaki :
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wanna be alone..
please...
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